Please read previous threads to check if someone else had already posted what you're going to post.
Also think whether what you will be posting will be biased or will cause discomfort to others.
That being said, happy foruming!
^ You know, when I first joined in 2012, I barely knew how to work vanilla forums. I did that exact same thing that TOMODACHIATOR did. And no one ever got mad at me for that or got mad for having "pointless" posts. Seeing this here makes me wonder what it would've been like if I joined now. Probably wouldn't have stayed as long.
The 'god' you worship and refer to is a god who gives his people FREE WILL, aka the choice to do with your life as you please, you are free to take your OWN decisions, he does not force people. Therefore, blaming him for your mistakes and flaws is stupid. Humans are born with mental conditions such as the ones you claim to have, most of the times they run in our DNA, your god who is a god of LOVE does not punish his children by giving them conditions, etc.