Yeah, it's just really hard to have to live in the same suite as your ex and watch them fall in love with someone else, especially since they said they're done with committed relationships. Funny how someone can go from saying they want to marry you to just throwing you away like a piece of garbage. I'll love again. I deserve so much better it just hurts so badly right now.
I must say I've never been 'in love' yeah I've had my fair share of relationships but was never that serious about a person so I can't really relate to you. The pain you're feeling now will strengthen your heart, at least something positive comes out of a negative moment. Get better Jenny.
I believe we all have a bit of control of what's gonna happen to us in life. If I can se it coming I can avoid it, but for that you must be aware of what's going on at all times. So if I ever see myself in a position where I can be hurt I'l make my moves, either talk with my partner or leave the relationship. No one is 100% trustworthy but you do you.